Imporant News: Friday will be a glorious day because I will be *21* so the countdown is on. my wonderful friends are throwing me a safari themed birthday so expect some glorious pictures
................and can i just say some of you are going to be very missed, especially during the dance party

in other news:
                        *Life is good overall, I am mad busy but its with good stuff mostly so yay! I am crazy worried about Megan and her broken finger(thanks george and elon...bitches) I hope she makes a speedy recovery.

                      *I saw the best books ever while wandering in the library today including Tom Ass and the Second Gift, The Black Stallion and Satan, Halliburton's Complete Book of Marvels and my personal favorite Jenny finds true love.  True I wasted my entire afternoon but I thought it was time well spent.

                      *LOST IS BACK WEDNESDAY MY LIFE HAS MEANING!!!!!

So yeah, send me mad good wishes on my bday and I LOVE YOU ALL!!!

So first off Ani was AMAZING, best show yet she was gorgeous and in such a good mood and played so many songs i love and great new ones(the new album is gonna rock) and we were right in the front she looked at us...it was awesome

...and *I got the setlist* after tragedy surronded my other attempts, fate(and the nice stage tech micheal) gave me ani's handwritten setlist
i went a little crazy after i got it, jumping around and screaming fuck  yeah! but megan was amused and she's the only person that knows me so oh well..haha

also todd sickafoose the bassist is in love with me, this concert confirms it...i will invite you all to our wedding

It's been really nice to be here in Columbus with my lovely wife and her family, they're too fun. 

I also needed to get away and clear my head a bit i think, i've felt a little too in my own head lately if that makes any sense? i just really need to break this cycle of being so negative and realize that i control my own happiness and to stop being so afriad of that. 
I guess i've been feeling a lot of pressure to "figure out" what i want in a variety of aspects and I should just be okay with not knowing, i've heard that route is more fun anyways

So yeah besides personal crap I have been babysitting and going to school with is okay..i have my wonderful hetero life mate jenny in my science class which is making it much easier, and next semester i will be glad i went ahead and took my lab science in 5 weeks..until then though..the jury is still out

I hope everyone is well and I will leave you with this wonderful song I heard last night that has really stuck with me for one reason or another :) I'll post pictures next time! Much Love!!

So I haven't updated in awhile, I'm back safe and sound at good old Guilford, it's great to see everyone again! I love my classes- it's going to be hard work, but the type of stuff i'm learning is so amazing for me because i can apply it to all aspects of my life, which is pretty amazing for me "growth" wise. The co-op is moving along and I'm still loving working there, and it's thankfully, not quite as many shifts this semster. So yeah, I have a lot to look forward to this semester.

Weird thing is i've been in a bit of a funk since i've gotten back. I had a kind of a difficult break so I'm telling myself it's just that along with moodiness and general PMS fun, so sorry if i've been short with anyone, it's just me dealing with some stuff.

This past weekend was rocking, we went to see the producers on friday which was hysterical, then saturday was Kelsey, Miranda and Diesel's Birthday Soiree, it was a dress up martini party and it was a great time! Then yesterday was the L word at Anthea's and then the Sky Bar-oh yeah! Dancing was actually a lot of fun. So yeah, good stuff. today was a pretty good day though-got to see some awesome people :) Also rocking out with my friends in the co-op is nothing short of magical. I have amazing friends.

Thanks to the magic of pandora.com i've stumbled upon Matisyahu, who is one of the coolest artists ever. He's a a Hasidic Jewish reggae artist..how crazy cool is that? Anyways he's coming to NC on Feb. 15th. So everyone should go. yep

Well that's about all i've got, I hope everyone is well and I love you all!! :)

( i'll leave you with some lovely martini party pictures )
Current Mood: restless
Current Music: matisyahu

It's been awhile since an update so I figured why not

-Thanksgiving was a nice break, we went to my BFF jenny's house and had too much fun. My lovely kindred spirit Miranda came as well and it was pretty much the best thanksgiving ever. There was amazing food, Harry Potter and good times were had by all.

I need at least another week before I face life right now, but that's not in the cards
I have more work than I can comprehend at the moment, my family is pretty much in the worst condition ever and I pick this time to take a step back and examine myself
--but something's really different this time
*I actually feel like I can get through all this and grow from it, a huge step from my typical paralyzing anxiety, it's still there mind you..but it's not dominating my thoughts.

So things are really stressful, but at the sametime oddly okay
Now shifting the focus to good things:
*I had an amazing religion class, i adore Shelini and i really was changed by stuff we talked about in class today, i'll elaborate on all that later, but it was pretty amazing

*It's looking like the co-op might actually be going somewhere and i'm working less, yay!!!

Now for the real point of this entry, Jenny and I discovered an amazing film in Blockbuster the other day. This film, entitled "Quigley". Let me enhance your life with a brief summary
Archie is a rich, anti-dog megalomaniac who thirsts for revenge but meets his death before he can unleash his plans to make public a disc holding devastating information about all his perceived enemies. Trouble is, his soul can't get to heaven, or even near it, unless he makes amends. His penance? To return to Earth as Quigley, an adorable little dog that must somehow find a way to undo the sins of its soul's master.

I wish I knew a dog on an heavenly mission

Anyways, Hope everyone is well!! :)